Why does one need to justify everything to someone? Can I not do something without checking or informing? Give me a break. I am not owned by someone else, so why try to control what I do or how I do? Does a relationship mean being owned by the other party? I understand love and care... But what bothers me is the misunderstanding that I should tell, inform and share everything.... I have my life.... I know what to do out of it..... Even if I dont know and Iend up messing it up, I am not holding anyone else responsible for it... I take the pain for the gain..... And why cant I have the freedom of doing things just like that? I  strongly believe that the most natural things happen all of a sudden. That's one thing...
The other thing is if I feel right about doing something, then why should I check with someone else on the same? That really leaves one to believe that there is some doubt within me that what I have done is not acceptable to someone very close... and since I don't want to upset, I will keep somethings to me only. Yes, I know that though I am hiding, I am not cheating!!!!